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when was the last time i logged in??

2006-10-16T19:18:00.000+08:00

life is sometimes crappy...i haven't been updating this blog since classes started last june...i guess anyone reading this would know the reason why...DUH!!homework...but right now,i don't want to think of it because i need to relax and unwind this sembreak!!!!cool!!!

so let me backtrack a bit...we moved last july 8 if i remember correctly,but i haven't had much time to explore this village since we got here all because of homework...i've been diligent enough this semester,trying to run around doing all the homework the professors throw at us...hopefully it all worked out...my sister gave birth last august to a baby boy,our little nephew jacob...*pinch* got around to passing everything last saturday,and going to the fort at ucc just to pass the last of our plates to prof.belinda...so much for darna productions...that's all i can remember right now..it seems my brain tried to block off all the other traumatic events in school...

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oh wait!!!!dang..couldn't completely relax though..i still have to wait for clearance day,which is crappy as usual...i don't want to go on running after professors who have nothing better to do than lose all the plates you worked so hard for,forget to write your name down on her class record,or even blame you for not passing your papers even if they were the ones who lost it anyway...ahem ahem...my classmates know who this professor is.

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anyhow,moving on...i'm going to miss my friends this break...no more running after professors,yelling at people in nitz,or just acting crazy because we don't know where to start working on plates...shoutouts to emy,chang,star,shiela and jhaemz..damn,i couldn't have done it without you guys!

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this laptop i'm using right now is virus laden...you wouldn't want to stick your flashdisk into this laptop,that's for sure...rontok,some sort of worm,probably trojan and some other viruses that's out of my vocabulary...whoever got this virus into this computer is surely going to get a whole lot of karma!!!!i'm going to have this laptop reformatted and i'm making sure no one's inserting a virus-filled flashdisk in here...the hell i care if they don't get to finish their homework of if they have to start all over again...the answer is no!

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anyhow,minus all the homework,i'm going to miss school a whole lot...i'm going to miss all the laughs and the bonding...i would even miss everyone gossiping about everyone else...who cares,it's just gossip anyway...i've been there and fortunately i've gotten the hang of it,being all indifferent to all the crap that's flying around my back and over my head...

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thank you to my friends...shiela,emy,riz,star,chang,james...thanks for helping me out especially with the jewelry contest...win or lose,i owe everything to you guys...for the support and help...hopefully we could go on some sort of out of school activity again...bonding time!!!!memories!!!dang,it's been only 2 days since we last hung out together yet i miss you guys already!text text ah!!!sobrang kakamiss...let's work our asses off for hiraya and beat the crap out of lisa next sem!walang iwanan mga friends!love you guys!see you soon!

my days are...whatever!

2006-07-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

we're moving,we're moving!!!and i haven't packed a single thing yet..i'm so dead..i have to cram everything by tomorrow or monday..throw everything out...i know i don't have a really strong alibi for not doing my duties but i've been so busy with school and stuff, i don't really have that much time to clean up...oh well...moving on...

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LTS days...a whole lot of fun...*whispers* grabe,gumulong-gulong kami sa putikan...*shouts* WEE!!!!*laughs* i went there for fun but i have to admit i learned a lot...i met new friends...great friends!and those experiences i had with them are the things i would always treasure... naks,senti...(SHOUTOUTS: to the most inspiring team!!!*laughs*) i miss Mt. Makiling...the trees,my bunk bed,my bunk-mate,and my roommies!!!!i miss you guys...our chika days and nights are something i wouldn't forget...to the guy and gays next door,i miss our midnight hangouts...*laughs*(star,ako talaga ung kumakanta nung gabing un...promise!)i did it...i survived the trials and activities of the LTS...(KATHY: #9:control ur attitude) congrats star,it was a great experience...i enjoyed all of it... :)

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to all those whatever people...my life wouldn't be complete without you...no matter what you say behind my back or to my face,you're that factor that reminds me of reality...my life is real,with ups and downs...whatever you think or say about me,thank you...you're really a whole lot of help...you've made me a better person. Ü

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i'm so hungry..i haven't eaten my dinner yet..and i think i'll just have a snack tonight..i'll go pig out tomorrow morning...*laughs* i'll go eat now...ciao!

before classes start...

2006-06-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

i played badminton today!!!i had so much fun...i had the chance to beat the hell out of 3 of my shuttlecocks..it was so much fun..shoutouts to my badminton buddies for today...(ate kate and arjay!*waves*) sa uulitin ah!!!so how does monday sound?*laughs* thanks again guys!

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i'm going to be so busy in the next few days...dang!getting my license,buying/looking/waiting for my violin..i'm so close to fulfilling this dream...i'm so going to finish lessons...yahoo!!!i'm so excited...yebah!!!anyhow,we're so close to moving to our new house...i don't know when exactly but we are moving soon...i can't wait...but the waiting period's so annoying...you have to sort through things,pack the things you need,throw away things you don't really need..and when we get there,i bet you a million bucks that i'm going to lose half the things i pack...really important things...crappy crappy crappy...

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i can't write a long entry right now...i'm watching one tree hill right now...*laughs* i'm such a fan... see yah later...soon..whenever!

life is full of suprises...even those you never really want...

2006-06-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i'm so preoccupied with so many thoughts these days...it's funny when i think of it..so many thoughts yet so little words to describe them... *sighs worriedly* so much for "spending time" huh?damn,you know who you are...all this thinking is driving me crazy!i can't describe how sad and worried i am...i don't need you to give me things, and i don't need you to tell me na babawi ka next time...i don't want that...why don't you get it?ikaw yung gusto ko,ayoko ng mga gamit o regalo...all i want is time...QUALITY time...*sighs* this phase is going to be so hard...i just hope i can get through this...and with what you just told me,i doubt there would be any more quality time...you're going to be too busy to find time for us...i just hope you won't think you're too good for me anytime soon..this is hard enough to deal with..any more of this would drive me insane...

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damn,summer is almost over and i have this stupid sucky schedule...i can't believe summer went by so fast..this is going to be so hard...i'm obviously distracted and i don't think i can work on my school projects well if i'm so preoccupied with so many problems...i just hope i get over all of this soon..i'm tired of thinking...i wish i could just stop thinking but i can't...*sighs* i don't know what else to do!!!!

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anyhow...i'm tired..even if i just stayed home all day..i'm still tired...all this thinking is wearing me out...i'll get back to this soon...or at least i'll TRY to before school starts...

thoughts...simple thoughts...

2006-05-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

it is hot...whew!i haven't been updating this blog lately..i've been really busy this summer,with badminton and all...(waaaah!!!!i'm an addict...Ü) shoutouts to my badminton buddies!!!i miss you guys..i hope to see you again real soon..i hope to play with you guys real soon too!i miss you guys...

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anyhow...i went to cebu...i had a great time there..i'm starting to miss my cousins' company...ann,lyn,jun-jun and my other friends...i miss you guys...i hope you can come to manila this year..i mean,for a visit..maybe we can all hangout and have a good time..then i could you around...*sighs* til next time guys!

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to...you...you know who you are...years ago,you made me promise.."walang iwanan ah..." but look who's leaving now...i know you're not leaving that soon but still you are,even before i get out of college...i can't help but think..you're breaking the promise...*sighs and is near tears* wala ngang iwanan tapos ikaw naman pala 'tong mang-iiwan..ang drama,pero totoo,diba?damn,it's true..think about it...i can't make you choose,because whatever it is,i would never make you change your mind about going,i couldn't just tell you to stay..even if you tell me it's for a better future,or our future...i'm not too excited about the idea...and,how sure are you we're going to share that same future..it's not that i don't want that..i do,really...it's just that,i can't stand you being so far away...there..i said it..sorry for all the drama but that's how i really feel...i'm not making you choose..i'm just telling you how i feel..i'm sorry if this is getting you so confused...i hope things would get better for us...

how long has it been???

2006-03-31T17:09:00.000+08:00

damn i hate what's happening these past few days...har har har...laugh all you want but what happened in school was something i do not deserve...maybe if she were to read this blog,she wouldn't be so doubtful when it comes to my reading and writing abilities...damn her...she'll lose her job soon,hopefully...after all the harrassment a lot of us went through with her,that's the only thing she deserves...i never deserved the way she treated me, and neither did gianne...her principles are so twisted...she's crazy...the more she does what she does,the more all of us lose respect for her...for one thing,i don't respect her no more...bilang na oras mo bulldog...*evil laugh*

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to all my friends...(let me be more specific...my REAL friends...) thanks for the help and support...i really deserve it...there's no doubt i'll give you guys the same kind of support you've given me...and to gianne...thanks for sticking up for me...you can count on it i'll do the same for you...

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DotA days...oh how i miss 'em!i miss playing DotA...i need to play soon...nyarch!!!and oh yeah...i wanna watch ice age 2 too!i'm such a fan...hehehehehe!hopefully it could take away all the stress i'm going through right now...*sighs*

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i'm going to cebu soon,and i'm looking forward to having a nice time there...get away from it all even for just a couple of days...hahahaha!i'm so excited,just thinking about it is making me feel better...and oh yeah,shoutouts to my badminton buddies!i'm hoping to see you guys soon!

the bitch strikes back...

2006-02-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

this witch got my bitchy side up again...my professor just has a knack for taking free time and converting it into her own period and it sucks...curse her.i don't have any respect left for you now...seriously,I HATE YOU...i hate you because you think so highly of yourself...you just want everyone else to follow what you want and i don't think that's fair...YOU'RE UNFAIR...damn,i'm so pissed off at you right now i could kill you without thinking twice..

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fuck this day...i hate almost everything that happened today..especially those things that i've heard..thank you for giving me so much attention but i don't want it...but then again,the attention you give me just assures me that i've chosen my TRUE FRIENDS well...thanks for making me realize such beautiful things in life...people like you make me realize that though life is full of so much shit,there's still...Glade Touch and Fresh that makes everything smell nice...*laughs* you can never ruin my day...because i wouldn't let you.

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today's valentine's day and i'm happy despite the fucking professor i have..i have to thank my guy for all this,i owe him...he made my day and though we weren't able to spend it together,he managed to keep me smiling and laughing...to my guy,thank you for making me happy..and to everyone else,happy valentine's day!

some day this was...

2006-01-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

i have to admit...i have been nothing but bitchy today...bitchy but not too bitchy...it's just a case of getting up on the wrong side of the bed during my afternoon nap..my bitchy mood earlier this morning must've come from waking up early...anyhow,this blog is gonna be short sincenothing much happened today except for this really exciting match between erik morales and manny pacquiao..i'm a fan of sports so i cheered my ass off listening to live boxing on the radio and watching the delayed "live" telecast on tv...moving on...problems..problems..

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i'm too lazy to do my late homework and i'm too preoccupied just thinking of all the homework to come...Lord help me!furniture design,history of interior design and research techniques and methodology...grrr...("grrr" especially to the last subject...still hate you.)

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i can't believe this...i'm too lazy to even type,i'll just update this blog soon...when i'm not to busy or too lazy...*yawns*

noli me tangere (part 2)???

2006-01-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

nyarch...annoying!i got to school a bit late a while ago because i was dilly-dallying in the cr at home...*laughs* anyhow,being late always ruins my mood no matter how nice my mood is...but this girl...when i got to school,just made my day even worse.if i didn't have anything to look forward to today,i would've strangled her and maybe killed her on the spot...but of course,i gave shiela my word and i am very much true to my word..here's the full story.
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i was running late for my prelims in sociology this afternoon (the prelims sucked big time!)...so i was pretty pissed that i was in such a hurry to get to school..so anyhow,when i got there,being my pasaway self,i wasn't wearing my uniform so gianne and i had to change...when i wore my blouse over my top and went back to aubrey and company,this girl (you know who you are...you'll be stupid not to.) passed by us and looked back at me like she meant something,glaring at me and "snobbing" me...being normally snobby around me wouldn't bother me,especially if it came from you, because i wouldn't want your attention anyway...for one thing,you have NO RIGHT to be mad at me because i never did you wrong...you were the one who twisted my words and you still have the nerve to treat me like this...you weren't supposed to be in this mess but you got yourself in it...just pray that i never get to the point that i can't take you anymore...i'm this close to getting back at you but in the meantime,i'm gonna let karma do the work...bahala ka sa buhay mo...you're not worth my time..
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sociology prelims sucked...period.it totally sucked,man!if only i had known that we had to memorize ALL the notes the professor gave us,i would've studied earlier..damn.oh well...bawi nalang sa finals.
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i'm gonna go vent for a while,not here..y'see,i have a temper and i'm trying to put it under control...so,before i hurt anyone with my words,i might as well stop here...laters.

so much for 10-11...grrr...

2006-01-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

this day isn't going well at all...school pretty much sucked. for one thing, i got to school HOURS early since no one really said anything about the schedule to me...i remained clueless until i got there to find out for myself that the one and only class i had for the day was rescheduled to 10-11am...so fine,i was hours early (meaning i could do all the printing and some DotA playing before class) but there's this slight catch to it - the meeting scheduled for 10-11am became a waiting period!!!that sucky professor totally ruined my day!why?!?!?i'll tell you why:

"THE CLASS" STARTED AT 10:50AM

ít was fine she got there late, as long as she ended the class on time, regardless of whatever...but no!!!she just rattled on until some person started calling her on the cellphone.thanks to whoever that was, he/she saved everyone in the room. time we left: 12:30pm. well that sucked...big time...she kept giving examples like no one in class knew what she meant...she gave examples for every single thing she said and it sucked...parinig pa ng parinig!as if!!!(í'll tell more about it later...) i didn't care if she wanted to embarrass "some" people in class...all i cared about was getting out of there, getting home, taking my lunch and sleeping until....

"DI KA NAMAN NABALIAN EH"

sorry for the lingo but...Fuck you!now i have to be dead to be excused from missing a class...it wasn't my fault that i missed it...for one thing, no one told me the class for THURSDAY was moved to WEDNESDAY because she said so...and i was sick that day...of something called tonisilecto-pharingitis or something like that...i really was and i had a pretty hard time breathing and all..so i had to go to the doctor that day to get checked up...i got this medical certificate and even had it validated in the UST health services...I DON'T CARE even if she tries to scare everyone with how many people she failed in the past classes she handled...i don't care..i'll take your stupid test you oaf, and i'm not afraid..i'll show up and take it...i'll take it because i have respect for the rules of the school (if your rules really are part of it) but know this...I HAVE LITTLE RESPECT FOR YOU...and you should be thankful that there's any of that respect left..i hope karma makes its way to you...

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Beeleyted Hambeeberdee to me...i enjoyed my birthday enough...i was exhausted though...thank you to those who greeted me on my special day...especially to those friends from way back in high school-not that it was that long ago!!!!*laughs*thank you to my family for everything, for the food and the whole occasion, and of course, last but not the least, to my guy....thank you for coming to my birthday and making it special, and for the gifts...it was really nice...thank you so much for everything!!!

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anyhow,though i had fun yesterday, almost all of that fun died down after today's events...hopefully after i wake up it will be better...i gotta go rest my brain and my temper...grrr...anyway, laters...zZzZzZzZz....*sleep mode*

damn i spoke too soon...

2006-01-16T13:55:00.000+08:00

this sucks...i'm looking at a potentially terrible birthday...i hope it changes soon coz i can't take any more of this shit,really...why does this have to happen to me?!now that i'm older,the more my mom fusses over me...i understand concern but this is going too far!grrrr!!!it gets to the point that she nags and keeps repeating things, and it's getting on my nerves!sometimes i can't help but think that she's doing it on purpose...i can't believe this...i really can't. i just wish she'd just back off a bit...i can't help but feel that i'm on a tighter leash now.

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happy birthday...some unhappy birthday this is gonna be...i can't help but feel hurt with what you did last night...i don't think i deserve to be shouted at, since it's not any of my fault that you were pissed off...i'm not that mad really,just hurt that you would do that...you know i'm always here to listen to your problems, pero sana hindi mo ako dinamay sa galit mo. you know that none of it was my fault...you know who you are...all i'm sorry about is that it had to happen to you but i hope you consider the fact that i'm going through problems too and not once did i ever yell at you because i was mad at someone else...that's all i have to say to you right now.

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i hope this feeling changes in a few days...i'm not happy right now,not one bit...all i wish is that it gets better soon...*sighs*

the ideal saberday...

2006-01-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

this day went absolutely great!my class didn't last long since my former theology professor got married this afternoon. (shoutouts to prof. basas and the new mrs. basas: congratulations and best wishes) *laughs* the whole thing just made my heart and gianne's heart melt...it was a hopeless romantic's dream come true... *sighs* anyhow i'll tell more about it later...
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DotA craze!!!!!i'm not that good at it anyway,but it was fun...a whole lot of fun...i managed to do more help this time around than i ever did before...even if i wasn't buying the right stuff for my character...*laughs* i need more practice though...a whole lot of practice...and then i'll be the DotA goddess...(yeah...whatever!doh!)
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i think i'll go hangout again since i'm not at home...maybe i'll go play some more...*laughs* laters....(ulk...eye strain again!) acknowledgments: Visine Cool -- it always helps!:P

no longer on a leash!

2006-01-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

thank God for Kurekolor...(did i get the spelling right?!) anyhow,i was finally able to pass my interior project... *sighs* it felt great,knowing i could relax just a wee bit since i still have 7 color period projects to finish by next friday and i don't know how the hell i'm supposed to do that...but i don't really want to think much about it right now...i just need a moment to relax...and hopefully no one would do anything to ruin this moment...*sighs*

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i can breathe again!!!i've been sick for the past 8 days...with this terrible cough and fever...i went to the doctor the other day and i had my check up...we didn't know the doctor but he just had to slightly reprimand me for going there pretty late...i've been sick for 6 days then and he said i should've gone earlier...(yeah,and maybe then i would've had a better doctor to check up on me!doink!) geez...so he got some other doctor to take blood samples from me, which i think was pretty cool (3 vials=12cc of blood--when will this fascination ever end? *laughs*) he gave me antibiotics, some other medicine that looked like candy, and lozenges that taste like some green goo...they were horrible..i guess the doctor was pretty pissed off 'coz i had to ask for a medical certificate...it wasn't my fault...the professor needed it..duh!kaartehan kasi!!!!

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good news: my birthday's coming up....THE CATCH: interior design 2b and mr finals...good grief!!!i have a bad feeling that the upcoming week wouldn't be so good...but then again,who am i to assume...i'll wait and see what happens...

it's been a while...

2005-12-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

belated merry christmas everyone!

it's been a while since i last updated this blog...there hasn't been much going on around here since christmas vacation started...yeah...not much except for those nasty professors who leave you with a ton of homework...no one's happy about those...no one!...i'm not mad..it's just that i'm stuck here at home doing nothing but homework and i'm bored...so i say those things..hahahaha!

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can't wait for school to start...i don't exactly know what i'm so excited about but i miss school...i miss my everyday adventures in school...these adventures usually comprise of doing nothing but it is during these times that some things suddenly happen and create all the fun...i miss school...i miss my high school friends too!(shoutouts to: ij,cristy,joana,marian,jo jao,aidz,and jill!) *waves* i miss you guys!

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i miss my guy too...good thing he's coming over tomorrow...it's good to have some new company over...i've been bumming around here since christmas vacation and the most exciting thing i've done was play with our neighbor's kids...you get the picture now?so it's nice having my guy over tomorrow...i can't wait... :) *daydreams...*

costumes and props...

2005-12-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

these past few days have been kind to me...i'm tired from all the work i've been doing this last month and a half...and now,i've been dumped with stuff to do for the christmas break..but who cares?it's a break and i'm about to make the most out of it...
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these days have been filled with work for the paskuhan..a whole lot of work had to be done and still needs to be done but we're all working on it...i think...thanks to this whole event,the last few days have been restful bliss... *sigh* i miss relaxation...i miss taking long hours of sleep...and now i have the chance to get back to those days that i miss most... *yawn* all this talk about rest and ideas of bumming around during the christmas break is making me all sleepy... *stretch*
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i've been to tired to write lately...there's been so much going on...two days ago,i went to my guy's brother's wedding reception...the place was really nice,very quiet and very romantic..(?) hrm... *scratches head* anyhow,moving on...i was really tired when i got home but the whole thing was nice...got to know my guy's family and they were all really kind and hospitable...they made me feel right at home...(SHOUTOUTS: to my guy's family,thanks for the ride home...to my guy...thanks for everything,for bringing me with you.. *hugs*)
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i'm starting to see green and purple dots flying around..yeah...eyestrain...i think i need to go rest me eyes...(and no,i'm not making an excuse just so i could sleep...i'm just really tired...*yawn**closes eyes*)

on that PBA high...

2005-12-12T13:49:00.000+08:00

i'm tired...so tired...*yawn* still sleepy...but happy!my cousins from cebu/negros came for a visit the other day and they're leaving today...so yesterday,after we heard Mass,my mom and i decided to spend the day with them...we were supposed to have lunch and then go home but suddenly the idea of watching PBA came up...being fans of don-don hontiveros,we all decided to go and watch the game.the funny thing was,it was going to be held pretty far---ynares center...antipolo city.waaaaaaahhhhh!!!!that was far!i was pretty tired after cheering my heart out (but thankfully it paid off!-san miguel won!) we took pictures with the players later on,also waited for them at the players' entrance to thank james yap and don-don hontiveros for the tickets!!!!!i was so excited and starstruck!...and oh yeah...i got to have pics taken with mark pingris!!!!!!!waaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!(di ako maka-move on!!!!!)

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despite all those happy moments yesterday...i still could not forget saturday.it did not go so well...to my guy,i'm sorry for being so irrational...i'm sorry.i assure you that it will not happen again...i'm sorry... :) (smile na,ha?peace na tayo...)

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i think i'll go get a few more hours for sleep...i'm still tired and i still have stuff to do later today...*stretch* hmmmmm...i'm gonna go catch a few more z's now....zZzZzZzZz.....

'twas a golden day!

2005-12-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

really...it was a golden day...although PE classes kinda sucked and bummed me out,the gold leafing later in the afternoon gave a slight boost to my boring day...*yawn* once again i feel sleepy...speaking of sleep,i fell asleep in the org room...*stretch* damn it felt great!too bad i wasn't able to help shiela set up for the art sale exhibit a while ago...i was just too tired...sorry shiela!

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there was nothing much later this day...just the fact that i miss my guy...i miss how he teases me all the time...he just knows how to make me laugh,comfort me and console me... *blush*

mushy-ness!!!!

i can't take this....change topic!

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doobeedoo..i'm tired and i'm starting to feel too lazy to work or even type...maybe i'll get back to doing this later...maybe....hrm*thinks*...maybe....

always lack sleep...erm...not really...

2005-12-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

got home early from school today...*yawn* im sleepy..."sleepy-lazy" if you know what i mean...got loads to do but i feel to lazy to work on it right now...i have two weeks left to work on it and have it checked!!!!!aaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!panic mode!panic mode!*runs around the house screaming nonsense*

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hey mymp...(see 2nd entry) i'm not mad at you and i hope you don't think i am...i avoid you for the very reason that you need to realize some things on your own and there are times you need to fix things on your own.i can't always be there to listen to you because i also have other problems and i have enough to deal with without making your problem my problem...sorry but i think you have to go through this without me right now...i'm really having a hard time...naiipit na kasi ako...i'm sorry...i hope you understand...

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i was supposed to go christmas shopping today...but i was, once again,too lazy...duh!and i'm still thinking about my projects.i came home early so i could do them but i haven't started on a single one...this is crazy!!!!!someone help me!!!!! *still panicking* what's happening to me?!? *looks around and sees strange things flying around*

oh...eye strain...

sayang ang saberday...

2005-12-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness..i wasted 2 whole hours of sleep...*yawn* only to find out upon reaching school that my professor was not going to make it simply because he was late...ended up helping with some project and doing carpentry...it was fun though...even if it got a bit messy...hahaha!(in fairness,marunong ako maglagari at magmartilyo!*ahem!*)
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there's so much to do but i'm to lazy to start on it...(update: i still haven't started with my christmas shopping!) waaaah!!!!bum-mode!
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i'm starting to feel guilty for avoiding mymp...(see previous entry) but i feel that i can't give her all the answers to her problem every single time...if you're reading this,i'm sorry...but i think there are some things you need to figure out on your own...i'm still here to listen,but i'm not sure if i can still help you like i did before...i hope it works out for you.
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anna...tsk tsk tsk...i have this song for you... *sings* see you at the crossroads (crossroads..crossroads...) see you at the crossroads (crossroads..crossroads...) hehehehehe!peace y'all! heeheeheehee!

what a day...what a day!

2005-12-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

school...it went ok...whoopee...yeah...duh!passed the test,didn't exactly ace it...but i did pretty well. (psst anna!di na tayo kumain ng damo kanina!) still a bit disappointed though.i wanted to do better...if only i hadn't lost my handouts...nyarch!!!!*scratches head* i promise to do better...i want to do better...(pabibo!) *sighs* good thing i'm not venting today...i'll try my best not to anymore...i'll try to be more...patient and mild-tempered...

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problem #1:Exorcism of Emily Rose vs Chicken Little....which should i watch?hrm...*scratches head* some problem,huh...?hahahaha!problem #2: Christmas Shoppingi haven't bought a single gift for anyone yet!!!i should start shopping soon...maybe tomorrow...or next weekend...i need to start shopping to feel the christmas spirit!hahahahaha!just kidding...

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codename:mymp; gender:female;problem:moving on; message: PLEASE STOP TEXTING ME

i'm not being mean...it's not that i don't want to speak to her ever...it's not that i'm mad...just irritated.i can't help it...i just don't think she's doing the right thing anymore.she's being so stubborn about everything..it's not that i don't want to help..it's just because she asks for my help and i give her advice.she agrees to do it,but does otherwise...then she comes back asking for advice about the exact same thing...i know she's trying to be nice and all but moving on is not a sin...hear me?!IT'S NOT A SIN!accept things and let it go...stop forcing yourself into the situation...please!

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i'm on a high...(no i'm not singing!) i'm on cloud nine...i feel so happy and loved today!i love life...i really love life!i hope it stays this way all the time...forever!im so...so...in love!(gianne!haba ng hair ko!) i feel so contented with my guy right now...he's so nice...and sweet.he touches my life without even knowing it...the simplest things he does...just...just... *sighs* slipping into daydream mode now....

noli me tangere

2005-12-01T14:30:00.003+08:00

grrr...grrr....grrr!!!!*mumble...mumble*

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i know how my mouth has gotten me into a whole lot of trouble in the past but sometimes i just can't help it...well,not exactly.i don't rant on someone just because.more often than not,it's because someone has this habit of annoying me just because.gets?!i might deserve some of those things,but not all of it.i usually don't care about what other people think, especially those who i'm not really close to.but to hear such things now from someone who i've known for quite a long time now just gets on my nerves...especially when what she's saying is not entirely true...let me make this clear.i wouldn't mind hearing things about me even if i know almost every single thing she's saying is all bull...but getting my family into a whole issue...making things up about them?!?!?

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you messed with the wrong person...i would stand up for my family no matter what...you...you know who you are...you've known me long enough to know how i handle these sorts of things.you better not say anything else or it ain't gonna be pretty.you've offended me and my family enough and you've caused enough trouble.i'm not gonna do anything about it right now...just wait and see what happens...kinda letting karma do the work.it's nice that you've decided to give people around you some space..some PEACE!i just hope it stays that way.i'm trying my best to be patient so don't push it.i'm not asking for your apology,just a promise that you'll quit saying mean things behind people's backs.as much as i want to show sympathy,i can't.you got yourself into this mess,you get yourself out.you're SUPPOSED TO BE mature enough to think for yourself...even if you don't look like it.grow up...get a life!you don't need to diss people just so you could get noticed.once again,you should be old enough to know that...i ain't gonna hurt you physically,don't worry.di kita ipapahiya,di kita papatulan.kahit paano kasi,NAIISIP ko pa rin un pinagsamahan kahit medyo duda ako kung dati ka pang nanggaganyan.now that people are starting to ignore you,this is your chance to change.i'll let you be...if you let me be.

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