damn i spoke too soon...

this sucks...i'm looking at a potentially terrible birthday...i hope it changes soon coz i can't take any more of this shit,really...why does this have to happen to me?!now that i'm older,the more my mom fusses over me...i understand concern but this is going too far!grrrr!!!it gets to the point that she nags and keeps repeating things, and it's getting on my nerves!sometimes i can't help but think that she's doing it on purpose...i can't believe this...i really can't. i just wish she'd just back off a bit...i can't help but feel that i'm on a tighter leash now.

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happy birthday...some unhappy birthday this is gonna be...i can't help but feel hurt with what you did last night...i don't think i deserve to be shouted at, since it's not any of my fault that you were pissed off...i'm not that mad really,just hurt that you would do that...you know i'm always here to listen to your problems, pero sana hindi mo ako dinamay sa galit mo. you know that none of it was my fault...you know who you are...all i'm sorry about is that it had to happen to you but i hope you consider the fact that i'm going through problems too and not once did i ever yell at you because i was mad at someone else...that's all i have to say to you right now.

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i hope this feeling changes in a few days...i'm not happy right now,not one bit...all i wish is that it gets better soon...*sighs*