it's been a while...

belated merry christmas everyone!

it's been a while since i last updated this blog...there hasn't been much going on around here since christmas vacation started...yeah...not much except for those nasty professors who leave you with a ton of homework...no one's happy about those...no one!...i'm not mad..it's just that i'm stuck here at home doing nothing but homework and i'm bored...so i say those things..hahahaha!

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can't wait for school to start...i don't exactly know what i'm so excited about but i miss school...i miss my everyday adventures in school...these adventures usually comprise of doing nothing but it is during these times that some things suddenly happen and create all the fun...i miss school...i miss my high school friends too!(shoutouts to: ij,cristy,joana,marian,jo jao,aidz,and jill!) *waves* i miss you guys!

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i miss my guy too...good thing he's coming over tomorrow...it's good to have some new company over...i've been bumming around here since christmas vacation and the most exciting thing i've done was play with our neighbor's kids...you get the picture now?so it's nice having my guy over tomorrow...i can't wait... :) *daydreams...*

costumes and props...

these past few days have been kind to me...i'm tired from all the work i've been doing this last month and a half...and now,i've been dumped with stuff to do for the christmas break..but who cares?it's a break and i'm about to make the most out of it...
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these days have been filled with work for the paskuhan..a whole lot of work had to be done and still needs to be done but we're all working on it...i think...thanks to this whole event,the last few days have been restful bliss... *sigh* i miss relaxation...i miss taking long hours of sleep...and now i have the chance to get back to those days that i miss most... *yawn* all this talk about rest and ideas of bumming around during the christmas break is making me all sleepy... *stretch*
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i've been to tired to write lately...there's been so much going on...two days ago,i went to my guy's brother's wedding reception...the place was really nice,very quiet and very romantic..(?) hrm... *scratches head* anyhow,moving on...i was really tired when i got home but the whole thing was nice...got to know my guy's family and they were all really kind and hospitable...they made me feel right at home...(SHOUTOUTS: to my guy's family,thanks for the ride home...to my guy...thanks for everything,for bringing me with you.. *hugs*)
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i'm starting to see green and purple dots flying around..yeah...eyestrain...i think i need to go rest me eyes...(and no,i'm not making an excuse just so i could sleep...i'm just really tired...*yawn**closes eyes*)

on that PBA high...

i'm tired...so tired...*yawn* still sleepy...but happy!my cousins from cebu/negros came for a visit the other day and they're leaving today...so yesterday,after we heard Mass,my mom and i decided to spend the day with them...we were supposed to have lunch and then go home but suddenly the idea of watching PBA came up...being fans of don-don hontiveros,we all decided to go and watch the game.the funny thing was,it was going to be held pretty far---ynares center...antipolo city.waaaaaaahhhhh!!!!that was far!i was pretty tired after cheering my heart out (but thankfully it paid off!-san miguel won!) we took pictures with the players later on,also waited for them at the players' entrance to thank james yap and don-don hontiveros for the tickets!!!!!i was so excited and starstruck!...and oh yeah...i got to have pics taken with mark pingris!!!!!!!waaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!(di ako maka-move on!!!!!)

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despite all those happy moments yesterday...i still could not forget saturday.it did not go so well...to my guy,i'm sorry for being so irrational...i'm sorry.i assure you that it will not happen again...i'm sorry... :) (smile na,ha?peace na tayo...)

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i think i'll go get a few more hours for sleep...i'm still tired and i still have stuff to do later today...*stretch* hmmmmm...i'm gonna go catch a few more z's now....zZzZzZzZz.....

'twas a golden day!

really...it was a golden day...although PE classes kinda sucked and bummed me out,the gold leafing later in the afternoon gave a slight boost to my boring day...*yawn* once again i feel sleepy...speaking of sleep,i fell asleep in the org room...*stretch* damn it felt great!too bad i wasn't able to help shiela set up for the art sale exhibit a while ago...i was just too tired...sorry shiela!

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there was nothing much later this day...just the fact that i miss my guy...i miss how he teases me all the time...he just knows how to make me laugh,comfort me and console me... *blush*

mushy-ness!!!!

i can't take this....change topic!

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doobeedoo..i'm tired and i'm starting to feel too lazy to work or even type...maybe i'll get back to doing this later...maybe....hrm*thinks*...maybe....

always lack sleep...erm...not really...

got home early from school today...*yawn* im sleepy..."sleepy-lazy" if you know what i mean...got loads to do but i feel to lazy to work on it right now...i have two weeks left to work on it and have it checked!!!!!aaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!panic mode!panic mode!*runs around the house screaming nonsense*

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hey mymp...(see 2nd entry) i'm not mad at you and i hope you don't think i am...i avoid you for the very reason that you need to realize some things on your own and there are times you need to fix things on your own.i can't always be there to listen to you because i also have other problems and i have enough to deal with without making your problem my problem...sorry but i think you have to go through this without me right now...i'm really having a hard time...naiipit na kasi ako...i'm sorry...i hope you understand...

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i was supposed to go christmas shopping today...but i was, once again,too lazy...duh!and i'm still thinking about my projects.i came home early so i could do them but i haven't started on a single one...this is crazy!!!!!someone help me!!!!! *still panicking* what's happening to me?!? *looks around and sees strange things flying around*

oh...eye strain...

sayang ang saberday...

oh my goodness..i wasted 2 whole hours of sleep...*yawn* only to find out upon reaching school that my professor was not going to make it simply because he was late...ended up helping with some project and doing carpentry...it was fun though...even if it got a bit messy...hahaha!(in fairness,marunong ako maglagari at magmartilyo!*ahem!*)
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there's so much to do but i'm to lazy to start on it...(update: i still haven't started with my christmas shopping!) waaaah!!!!bum-mode!
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i'm starting to feel guilty for avoiding mymp...(see previous entry) but i feel that i can't give her all the answers to her problem every single time...if you're reading this,i'm sorry...but i think there are some things you need to figure out on your own...i'm still here to listen,but i'm not sure if i can still help you like i did before...i hope it works out for you.
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anna...tsk tsk tsk...i have this song for you... *sings* see you at the crossroads (crossroads..crossroads...) see you at the crossroads (crossroads..crossroads...) hehehehehe!peace y'all! heeheeheehee!

what a day...what a day!

school...it went ok...whoopee...yeah...duh!passed the test,didn't exactly ace it...but i did pretty well. (psst anna!di na tayo kumain ng damo kanina!) still a bit disappointed though.i wanted to do better...if only i hadn't lost my handouts...nyarch!!!!*scratches head* i promise to do better...i want to do better...(pabibo!) *sighs* good thing i'm not venting today...i'll try my best not to anymore...i'll try to be more...patient and mild-tempered...

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problem #1:Exorcism of Emily Rose vs Chicken Little....which should i watch?hrm...*scratches head* some problem,huh...?hahahaha!problem #2: Christmas Shoppingi haven't bought a single gift for anyone yet!!!i should start shopping soon...maybe tomorrow...or next weekend...i need to start shopping to feel the christmas spirit!hahahahaha!just kidding...

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codename:mymp; gender:female;problem:moving on; message: PLEASE STOP TEXTING ME

i'm not being mean...it's not that i don't want to speak to her ever...it's not that i'm mad...just irritated.i can't help it...i just don't think she's doing the right thing anymore.she's being so stubborn about everything..it's not that i don't want to help..it's just because she asks for my help and i give her advice.she agrees to do it,but does otherwise...then she comes back asking for advice about the exact same thing...i know she's trying to be nice and all but moving on is not a sin...hear me?!IT'S NOT A SIN!accept things and let it go...stop forcing yourself into the situation...please!

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i'm on a high...(no i'm not singing!) i'm on cloud nine...i feel so happy and loved today!i love life...i really love life!i hope it stays this way all the time...forever!im so...so...in love!(gianne!haba ng hair ko!) i feel so contented with my guy right now...he's so nice...and sweet.he touches my life without even knowing it...the simplest things he does...just...just... *sighs* slipping into daydream mode now....

noli me tangere

grrr...grrr....grrr!!!!*mumble...mumble*

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i know how my mouth has gotten me into a whole lot of trouble in the past but sometimes i just can't help it...well,not exactly.i don't rant on someone just because.more often than not,it's because someone has this habit of annoying me just because.gets?!i might deserve some of those things,but not all of it.i usually don't care about what other people think, especially those who i'm not really close to.but to hear such things now from someone who i've known for quite a long time now just gets on my nerves...especially when what she's saying is not entirely true...let me make this clear.i wouldn't mind hearing things about me even if i know almost every single thing she's saying is all bull...but getting my family into a whole issue...making things up about them?!?!?

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you messed with the wrong person...i would stand up for my family no matter what...you...you know who you are...you've known me long enough to know how i handle these sorts of things.you better not say anything else or it ain't gonna be pretty.you've offended me and my family enough and you've caused enough trouble.i'm not gonna do anything about it right now...just wait and see what happens...kinda letting karma do the work.it's nice that you've decided to give people around you some space..some PEACE!i just hope it stays that way.i'm trying my best to be patient so don't push it.i'm not asking for your apology,just a promise that you'll quit saying mean things behind people's backs.as much as i want to show sympathy,i can't.you got yourself into this mess,you get yourself out.you're SUPPOSED TO BE mature enough to think for yourself...even if you don't look like it.grow up...get a life!you don't need to diss people just so you could get noticed.once again,you should be old enough to know that...i ain't gonna hurt you physically,don't worry.di kita ipapahiya,di kita papatulan.kahit paano kasi,NAIISIP ko pa rin un pinagsamahan kahit medyo duda ako kung dati ka pang nanggaganyan.now that people are starting to ignore you,this is your chance to change.i'll let you be...if you let me be.

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