thoughts...simple thoughts...

it is hot...whew!i haven't been updating this blog lately..i've been really busy this summer,with badminton and all...(waaaah!!!!i'm an addict...Ü) shoutouts to my badminton buddies!!!i miss you guys..i hope to see you again real soon..i hope to play with you guys real soon too!i miss you guys...

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anyhow...i went to cebu...i had a great time there..i'm starting to miss my cousins' company...ann,lyn,jun-jun and my other friends...i miss you guys...i hope you can come to manila this year..i mean,for a visit..maybe we can all hangout and have a good time..then i could you around...*sighs* til next time guys!

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to...you...you know who you are...years ago,you made me promise.."walang iwanan ah..." but look who's leaving now...i know you're not leaving that soon but still you are,even before i get out of college...i can't help but think..you're breaking the promise...*sighs and is near tears* wala ngang iwanan tapos ikaw naman pala 'tong mang-iiwan..ang drama,pero totoo,diba?damn,it's true..think about it...i can't make you choose,because whatever it is,i would never make you change your mind about going,i couldn't just tell you to stay..even if you tell me it's for a better future,or our future...i'm not too excited about the idea...and,how sure are you we're going to share that same future..it's not that i don't want that..i do,really...it's just that,i can't stand you being so far away...there..i said it..sorry for all the drama but that's how i really feel...i'm not making you choose..i'm just telling you how i feel..i'm sorry if this is getting you so confused...i hope things would get better for us...